O! love to me is but a season – Seldom does it overstay...Its the day after Valentines day and I wake up next to someone i have known forever but never thought I'd actually have any type of romantic relation with. I mean, yeah, the attraction between us has always existed but he has always been like a brother to me. Or maybe I was in denial about the fact that I am completely and totally head over hills in love with him. Ehhhhh, I wouldn't take it that far but the current circumstances as to where I am say that I do have feelings for him. I had sex with him!!! Oh my goodness! I had sex with Oliver! What have we done! OMG! Ive gotta get out of here before he wakes up! I Am just going to slowly creep out of bed, grab my belongings and get the hell out of here as fast as possible. As I am on my way home I can not help but think about Me and Oliver I mean, what if this ruins our friendship or what if he never wants to talk to me again. I wonder if it was good. AGHHHHH! I can not help but panic about this. This was never supposed to happen. EVER! As I walk into my appartment I randomly remember that the movie theater will be showing "My Bloody Valentine" today. Hmmmm, maybe going to see a movie alone will help me to get Oliver off of my mind.
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